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Episode #19: Damn It All
The Mists of Ravenloft Campaign
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i don't know.
Ii mean I really don't know anymore. or trust. or, or even think straight, really, but what's the damn point of thinking straight in a cracked place of dark dark black like this. every bone in my damned body has been bent or poxed by some false time that boiled me--BOILED ME from the inside out. twenty minutes from now I might not, not even remember that I was the one who wrote this down. twenty minutes from now I might not even be able to read. what the hell is twenty minutes in this damned castle tomb anyway, SHIT.
i want to be helpful. do I want to be helpful? i want to be drunkful, maybe. restful. peace-and-quietful with only the sounds of natureful to lull me to sleepful but all I can be now in this placeful is grateful for the few moments when I'm airful--when falling from the damned skyful--because it's the only timeful when I'm really on my OWN.
i don't even smell the same anymore.
i need my cave. i need the real. and when I get back there I'm going to consider never being nice to the bats ever again. Fucking bats. Damn mist. Damn dank that isn't real dank I miss my dank DAMN it all.
damn it all.